Valkyrie

Lost and Forgotten

Black Magic Woman ...

Panchatattva

name the pic contest !!!!

Jivanmukta

tut tut!!!

Webs We Weave

The Outsider

Temptations

I Want To Break Free

i want to break free ... from wat people think of me ... i want to break free ... from what i would like people to think of me ... i want to break free ... from the need to have people think of me ...from the fear of nothingness that plagues my being...from the need to find a meaning... from the need to find excuses to keep living ... from the need to justify and validate my existence...

..i want to be free from the desire to break free.

..sigh!!.. this makes me cry ... actuall a lot of things make me cry ... well nowadays almost nything and everything makes me wanna cry ..
..well coming bak to the topic about wat the 'this' is that makes me cry ... new stationery.. crisp pages of a new notebook ... and now ('God bless technology').. new blogspace of my own ...
.. i stare and stare at the empty space wanting to put my thoughts in words ... to create something concrete out of something that can be considered abstract ... something that sounds intelligent or deep or witty ... anything at all .. but that never happens does it?? ... the best i can do is go round and round in circles without making a point ... sorry correction ... make that spiral instead of concentric circles... spiralling down to nothing except frustration and depression of not having written a single sensible thing ...
..i cant even think of a name for my blog ... sigh!! (i seem to be doing that a lot ... it is either that or hyperventilating ... so i guess a resigned breath release would be better than a hysterical showdown)... SIGH!!! ...
... i have exhausted my supply of words for the day ... i cant even think of a good ending to the nonsense above ... so i m just going to end it ... just like that .. PERIOD!!!